Thursday, October 19, 2006

Feeling Blue

I am feeling so down this week, mostly due to PMS. My Mom forwarded me an e-mail from her friend, G. I was best friends with G's daughter in high school and part of college. We lost touch, but my parents have remained friendly with her parents. Anyway, she had a little boy in August of 2004, and the e-mail said that she was pregnant again. I should be happy, right? WRONG! Instead, I am so jealous! A year ago, I would have been completely thrilled that it wasn't ME that was pregnant, and now I am WISHING it was me.

I know that it (hopefully) won't be long before I am pregnant again. I am done with the pills and waiting for AF. I know I won't be able to talk Joe into TTC seriously before February, but maybe we'll get lucky and it will just "happen". I doubt it, but you never know. My sex drive is usually much higher when I'm not on the pill, so our sex life should change a bit from how it's been lately.

This month's PMS has been so tough. I've had bad headaches and terrible mood swings. YUCK! It will be interesting to see how long it takes for my cycles to regulate. I was pretty regular coming off the pill when we were TTC Ethan, so I am hoping for the best.

I'll be back when I have some more positive things to share!

3 comments:

Kristi Ann said...

Awww hun...I am sorry you are feeling so crabby! I am sure you will be pregnant before you know it and then we will be hearing "oh what was I thinking?" LOL
Keep your chin up...you are in my prayers...And it's OK to have a bad day! You are certainly entitled to them!
*hugs*

Deanne said...

Sorry about the PMS. I hate it!!!! It looks like we will be TTC around the same time! How cool! :)

Rhonda said...

Sorry you are feeling down this week. I hope this look up for you soon! Congrats on the continueing weight loss. Every bit counts.