I had another dream last night about G, my first love. In the dream, we had not seen each other for years and years. Somehow we ran into each other, and after catching up on our lives, G declared "I love you." I told him "I've always loved you." We hugged and kissed, and it felt like coming home to the warmest, coziest, safest place I could ever imagine.
In my dream, I was married to Joe. In my dream, I loved Joe. I didn't want to live without either G or Joe in my life, but I knew I had to choose between them. It was the worst feeling in the world, and I woke up before I decided what to do. Why do I keep dreaming of G?? I love Joe with all my heart, and he is the perfect match for me. I don't "feel" discontented with my life; as a matter of fact, I love my life. We're TTC another baby, we have a wonderful 2-year old, a nice house, 2 cars, etc., etc. What are these dreams trying to tell me? I actually woke up with a sense of loss because in my dream, I got to see G. I wanted to go back to sleep so that I could see him again.
I know that I am not in control of my dreams, but part of me feels guilty for the feelings that come out in them.
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laura- This seems to be a trend among ppl I know right now! I don't know what to tell you about what it might mean or anything, but it seems to be a common happening!
Heyyy...Rhonda hit the nail on the heda...I was going to say..that I have been having the WEIRDEST dreams too!! And about one of my exes....I am wondering if there are unresoovled feelings. Though I wont tread those waters since I have so much to lose and it wouldnt be worth it! I jst chalk them up to something I ate and pretend they didnt happen! LOL
Hope it stops..they are so un-nerving!
that was supposed to say "head" , "unresolved" and "just" LOL
This is more common than what you think!! I have done this ALOT. One guy, I haven't even seen since highschool. He's in the army now and I have no idea what happened to him.
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